Big News!




I created a twitter account for this blog! ^^ This way it’s easier to stay updated. I’ll be posting periodically on there, song lyrics, thoughts, quotes etc. I also thought it would be a good way to spread the word!

Also I created an email specifically for this if you ever feel like emailing me for something!

Hope to hear from you soon!


January 29, 2013. Uncategorized. Leave a comment.

The Book of Single

“Darling, who needs love? Who needs a heaven, up above? Who needs the disappointment of a telephone call? Not I.” Who Needs Love: Razorlight

Midterms are over. Finally. Phew. So that now means that the new semester is starting tomorrow and I’m really excited. We start our new electives tomorrow and I’m in a class called Graphics and it’s pretty much designing stuff on the computer, which I love, so I’m really excited. Plus B and my other friend are both in it so it should be a fun class. I’m looking forward to getting back on schedule and seeing everyone like normal after the past week or so has been a weird midterm schedule. But tomorrow I also get the midterms back so…kinda nervous.

Anyways, Valentine’s Day is still a few weeks away (actually according to a tweet I just saw 16 days), and you know what my friend and I realized? Our school does nothing for it. Like you read books and people are buying flowers and candy for their friends and they’re delivered during school and it seems really fun, and I really want to do something like that! I’m going to suggest something like that…

Also, I started reading this book today, (The Book of Luke by Jenny O’Connell, it’s SO good you guys should read it) and there was a Valentine’s Day themed dance, which may sound lame, but like I said, our school does nothing, I think that’d be fun. My sister even organized one at her middle school…so in the book the girls are seniors and they’re talking about how the freshmen and sophomores are all eager and excited for the dance even though it’s kinda lame. So then I was thinking ‘hey I’m a sophomore…’ and then laughed because yeah, I would get excited for a dance like that. Oh well.

So wow this was all pretty random, let me know, does you’re school do anything for Valentine’s Day? Is it lame or is it fun??

January 29, 2013. Uncategorized. Leave a comment.

Hopes Too High

“But I can’t help but think that I loved you first..” Crying Out For Me: Conor Maynard ft. Beckie Eaves

Really quickly I want to mention some things I learned today. I don’t know if you guys read my last post, but I was actually excited to see B again today after the party, and was all happy last night. Then in school we talked, but not as much, and it wasn’t as exciting or good as last week and the night at the party was. Then I was in a mood. A bad, disappointed ‘im over thinking way to much’ mood.

Over thinking gets you no where. It just creates a bigger deal over something. It eventually leads you to believe things that aren’t true. I over think waaay too much, and it’s done nothing for me. So now I’m going to try to stop over thinking and go with the flow and see what happens from now on. I’m also going to try to expect anything too high, or get my hope up to high. I guess what I’m going to try to do is stick to reality. Wish me luck.

January 8, 2013. Uncategorized. Leave a comment.


“Never felt like this before, are we friends or are we more? As I’m walking towards the door, I’m, not, sure..” Change My Mind: One Direction

I want to start with a question.. Have you ever thought something really good was happening and then it turns around to be something different? I experienced this last night. I was at a sweet 16 party, and the whole night was overall amazing. It was such a fun night.

And without getting into every little detail (because if I did that I could make reading this take hours) I was having an amazing time hanging out with, well I guess I’ve referred to him as B in the past posts. Usually he teases me constantly and doesn’t seem too interested in what I was saying, but lately that’s changed for the better. So at the party we were hanging out a ton, and talking and laughing and it all seemed great, like some switch had changed and in a positive way. 

Then he asked one of my best friends to dance. And I said something about how we should dance before, and then he asked her because he didn’t hear me. He told me ‘there’ll be other songs’. What’s that supposed to mean? Did you want to dance with me then and were too nervous so you’ll ask on a different song? Or were you saying that to avoid the situation. Another slow song never came on.

I’m not one of those people to be mad at it, but confused? Absolutely. Either I was totally off on how things were going, or as my other friends said maybe he was just to shy to ask…but then why did he ask her? I started to think then that maybe he was hanging out so he could hang out with her and I was just there. And then after more of those good, different moments happened again. 

I guess what I’ve gotten out of this is that I think too much.

January 7, 2013. Uncategorized. Leave a comment.